I don't know why i am writing this post , whether to let people know about me, or just to make my self know about me, i am lil confused about this, but let it be, if started then let me make an end of it.
When i was in my school days, till primary , i was well known student in my teachers and all other staff members, i feel so nice to have that kinda environment where each and every student is well known by his teacher and other people around in the school campus, not so studious but still and average was i. I use to take part in each type of school functions and competitions also sometimes, and it was fun to be in such curricular .Was having lot of friends including female friends too but at that particular time it was kind of normal ones, cos in those times, this gf bf issues were not so popular in everyday lives. And that is why we were living as freely as we can, studies, games, playgrounds, teachers , parents , family functions etc were the only life for us. But yeah, still i wasn't came to know about "me", that what actually i am, what actually i can do for this life, why for i am made in this world, why my mother took a nine month pain for me, it was all un answered yet.
As told it was a primary school, so after it i went to another one where i studied till high school, not so much memories are there for me in that school, but yeah i came to know lot about the real world , the surroundings, people thinking's etc. Yeah in that school, i came to know about my cricket fever, my bowling qualities, i was bit popular for my bowling thing so i can say this school made me to get the pinch of real me . Moving ahead, went to another school for my 11th and intermediate, haash, what a school, its been so much days that i found a real co-ed , everyone is so frank between each student, that really punch me up to grow up junior, its your time to show off....haahaha...not that what i mean.
Friends were made and still they are the best ones for me, girl as friends were also there and they too mean lot for me, that school really build me up, my lil singing talent came into existence in that school, and thanks to all my friends who all supported me to figure this out....thanks a lot.
I just wanna deliver that, life is short but still it makes so situations that u can find the real me of inside, and i was moving ahead in this line of getting such points at each stages.
Moving ahead, still lot was waiting for me to know me, after an year gap, i moved into college days, haash , what a college is know by not the look inside, but the people inside, mine is good , better not the best i can say, but the people i met are the best for me and always be.
I guess, people around me know better than me, they can explain much deeper than i, i know. I know you all would be thinking, ye ladka jo dekh ke samjhta hai ki ye insaan kaisa hoga, aaj khud ko nhi samjh ra, yeah yr, that is what i am, please help me out to pull outside of this, and i know, marss,u can do this, i have full faith in you all, specially the 's' of this . So many friends are in my college, but the best ones include the 's' and 'm' part, and my roomies, neta u rock buddy, never let yourself down, i m there to pull you up. Sorry, i moved into emotions :p, i was shy kind of guy, simple enough if some one slap me , i would have said sorry for it.....hahahaha...not that simple enough.
When i was in my school days, till primary , i was well known student in my teachers and all other staff members, i feel so nice to have that kinda environment where each and every student is well known by his teacher and other people around in the school campus, not so studious but still and average was i. I use to take part in each type of school functions and competitions also sometimes, and it was fun to be in such curricular .Was having lot of friends including female friends too but at that particular time it was kind of normal ones, cos in those times, this gf bf issues were not so popular in everyday lives. And that is why we were living as freely as we can, studies, games, playgrounds, teachers , parents , family functions etc were the only life for us. But yeah, still i wasn't came to know about "me", that what actually i am, what actually i can do for this life, why for i am made in this world, why my mother took a nine month pain for me, it was all un answered yet.
As told it was a primary school, so after it i went to another one where i studied till high school, not so much memories are there for me in that school, but yeah i came to know lot about the real world , the surroundings, people thinking's etc. Yeah in that school, i came to know about my cricket fever, my bowling qualities, i was bit popular for my bowling thing so i can say this school made me to get the pinch of real me . Moving ahead, went to another school for my 11th and intermediate, haash, what a school, its been so much days that i found a real co-ed , everyone is so frank between each student, that really punch me up to grow up junior, its your time to show off....haahaha...not that what i mean.
Friends were made and still they are the best ones for me, girl as friends were also there and they too mean lot for me, that school really build me up, my lil singing talent came into existence in that school, and thanks to all my friends who all supported me to figure this out....thanks a lot.
I just wanna deliver that, life is short but still it makes so situations that u can find the real me of inside, and i was moving ahead in this line of getting such points at each stages.
Moving ahead, still lot was waiting for me to know me, after an year gap, i moved into college days, haash , what a college is know by not the look inside, but the people inside, mine is good , better not the best i can say, but the people i met are the best for me and always be.
I guess, people around me know better than me, they can explain much deeper than i, i know. I know you all would be thinking, ye ladka jo dekh ke samjhta hai ki ye insaan kaisa hoga, aaj khud ko nhi samjh ra, yeah yr, that is what i am, please help me out to pull outside of this, and i know, marss,u can do this, i have full faith in you all, specially the 's' of this . So many friends are in my college, but the best ones include the 's' and 'm' part, and my roomies, neta u rock buddy, never let yourself down, i m there to pull you up. Sorry, i moved into emotions :p, i was shy kind of guy, simple enough if some one slap me , i would have said sorry for it.....hahahaha...not that simple enough.
Now a days i am feeling not the good ones, everything is getting just the reverse i m thinking of, at each sec at each minutes something stucks at my mind to think of my future, and it just asks one simple but a major tough question, "whats ur future boy?" , is it gonna be there or you are just a homo sapein with just a body with bones and muscles with nothing implementations from you will be made?
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