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Happy birthday shona....

I really don't wanna make it emotional kind of reading stuff, its your birthday baby, and i never want to make a single drop get released from your beautiful shiny eyes that makes my morning, when it shuts its my night that starts, yaar your eyes make my whole day to whirl upon, your eyes let me to see the real outside world, i have been learning lot from you baccha and learned a lot, and you know that, ooopsy what i am writing now, its your birthday yaar, i cant make it sadden types, i wanna make you smile from my each and every words that reflects through your eyes jaan, i am missing u alot yaar, i can't show that feelings as u can cos you can't control and yes its better option to show all your emotions right after me cos thats make me aware what my shona is on to, but baby, i don't know why ....you know what i miss you more badly than you, i know you will not believe this but its the truth yaar, i have learned lot from my very beginning of my birth but showing emotions i have never learned and never want to learn because that makes you weak not just from outside but from inside too yaar, i know why are you so angry with me, and yes you are on your rights to get angry baccha, but this time i wanna be there with you yaar, but i guess bhaggu was not so comfortable with this (sorry bhaggu, aapke upar daal ra sb), main din bhar bus koi na koi idea sochta rehta tha to be in there bareilly on your very birthday yaar but jo bhi ideas the, that was not so appropriate for me doing it before my family, i am so sorry for all these happenings jaan, jitna aapko bekar lgta hai, usse kai jyada i feel bad, not bad, i feel worst that even i could not celebrate one of mine biggest days of life with YOU, family ke saath toh har cheezen celebrate kr lete hain but i wanna celebrate with you yaar, each and every moments of my life just with you now, mann toh krta hai ki , i run into your life as soon as possible, but there are many things that has to be done before going into this scnario.

Its cold chilling time for you now, its your birthday, if i really wanna make a toast for this, i will be highly in pleasure to do for my jaan, and that would be , ahhhhhummm  "1st jan,DOB(aage date of birth bhi hai,but yaad ni aa ra), a birth of a real lady, for me she was just not a lady or queen as most people say to their gf's, she is not just my gf, she is in my bestest buddies, she is the one who cares as my mom do, she is the one who reminds what to do what not to, she is the one who lets me to face the real outside world, she is the one that makes me wash my tear when  i feel hopeless with my own life, you my lady , i request the lord to make this new year a brightening, painless, smiling, full of happiness, romance(pls god give me some romantic kindda feeling :p), if i ll carry on saying this toast for you, there will be no end yaar, you are the best, thats short and sweet but truth and will always be."

I know you are so with emotions and i really care for it yr, but some times or i guess most of the times, you feel i dont care for your emotions, but let me tell you yr, how much you get hurt , i get the same and sometimes more, when i live outside, as right now i am living jaan....i guess u wouldnt believe, but i have fallen in so love with you that even if i try na still i couldnt make it, cos there is only one thing i still demand from god to make my lady with me forever just like the water with its drops. I travel all these days an hour journey in metros, but idhar kisi ladki ko dekhne ka bilkul mood nhi krta cos my time goes in thinking of you all along the whole journey , but yes when i see couple sitting around, standing together, i miss you like hell, i wanna enjoy these days, and ek aur btaoun, aisa nhi that i dont like roaming to different places herein delhi, but ab tere bina ghoomne ka mann bilkul nhi krta yr, agar tumne us din family ke saath jaipur jane ko nhi kaha hota toh shayad main nhi hi jata, it was not the exams that was the reason for not moving to jaipur, it was only you cos of i wasnt moving yr, its like i am living with single leg right now, i guess most of them went to places every day , even ankur moves alone to all the places,but i resist my self just cos of you , there is only one thing that makes me to this kind of resistance, and that is just a hope babua, a hope to roam these beautiful places with you , in hands, sitting down with you at places, staying around, dinning with you, masti with you, even a dance with you.....its your birthday, but i have the right to ask a gift from you on this day, yeah i know its should be you who be asking for but please let me be greedy this time , so my gift is to let us celebrate all these things written above with full pleasure and smiles, please i need them, i want them badly and i am waiting for them curiously yr, please lend me that gift for me, for US....i ll be waiting for your reply  jaan, i love you , and that what i can say to you, hope o get your smiling face back bachha......

let me do this again..

its your birthday
i guess it is,
from the bottom of my heart
this wish as it is
not like happy birthday to you
or many many happy returns of the day
but its like muaaaahhh muaahhhh day to you
your cheeks getting red
pls clean it off
i wanna make it once more
so don't get rid off
i love you as this cold with fog
i love you as the woods with its log
you are the best when you are
you are the best when we are
you are always my idol(ideal :p)
you are always my soul
that's why it was missing its mate of soul
thats not the line i understood
but its making sense when u get too deep
i wish you/our for a better future
i wish to make you enjoy all your dreams
cos thats my destiny to make it now
from the fully 25th to till the end of vow
its you that let me live
so make me alive each and every eve....
love you sho##.....

A very happy muahhhh muaaah birthday to you, please forgive me baby....




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